Like X Envy

2.26 AM - While listening the song "我不会喜欢你" from a drama which I've just ended up. Repeatedly the song, I'm still listening and imaging whether is there a chance 0916 and 2711 really combine as what i set as my password for any games. Hopefully Movie is like life， I can be the prince and you are the princess. 

10.00 P.M - While keep scrolling down FB, I 've looked at some of the picture that you've been tagged in. I tell myself you in a relationship with "Friend", but I know I was false always. trying to lie myself that I'm not "like" you anymore, but why I can't just forget you even we've not contact in such a month. Or, I'm just envy the lucky guy ?

 11 P.M - While one of my old friend who are now in a same college with her sent me a message by FB Hey buddy, '0916' is on relationship ! She got a bf ! I readed, but I really no idea how to reply... I act as unread and start any gaming that may cure my heart temporary. So ... I'm acting cool and pro again , I repeat with a :)) and ask so who is that lucky guy as if I just know the news.

 Once Again, I told myself ... We may be together as any movie :)) Who knows my tear are dropping , but never cry. Becuz Devil Never CRy, and I'm a Devil as usual, I'm strong :))

 Game is my drug, game is my nacrotic , game is one of my only social ...

 Till here, i've nothing more could write about her, Asking myself, If I'm the guy who really like that girl or just envy that lucky guy ? Okey, it's all about dota time and let me forget those ......